Let’s have a coffee date, shall we? It’s been a couple weeks, so where should I start? Oh, I know. How about Mother’s Day?
Expectations and Mother’s Day
How was your Mother’s Day? I don’t hold any fantasy-like expectations when it comes to celebrating Mother’s Day. I don’t need to be pampered and put on a pedestal all day. Really. But I would be 100% lying if I said my day was great. It wasn’t great. It went kind of like this: Tim and Meghan were on a Father-Daughter camp out weekend, so Luke and I woke up like any other day and had some coffee (me) and breakfast (both of us).
Tim and Meghan got home mid-morning and Meghan was obviously overtired but she excitedly told me about her two nights camping with Daddy. I helped them get breakfast, unpacked, and cleaned up. Somehow, all of this took way too long and when we were all ready for church, the clock said 11:00. Church starts at 11:00 and is 15 minutes away.
We were all dressed and ready to go, but I did not want to walk in 15 minutes late. So we skipped church. I hate starting my week without church, so this was not a great start to my week or Mother’s Day. We had plans to go to a Mother’s Day brunch, so we waited for a while and then left to do that. The food was subpar.
We get home and Tim tells me he needs to cut the grass. It’s going to rain all week and if he doesn’t do it today, it’ll be a jungle before he gets the chance. So he cuts the grass and I plant some flowers while the kids watch a movie.
After this I have fighting, grumpy kids who I am moderating. I decide to do some laundry. Starting the week behind doesn’t sound great to me so I get to work. One of the kids’ jobs is to fold towels but they are whining and complaining about it and the pile of towels is in the middle of the living room floor.
It’s getting close to dinner time and I didn’t plan anything because I thought maybe Tim would, but he did not so we had the leftover hotdogs they brought back from the campout along with some blueberries. I’m not blaming Tim because I should have said something. But really…hotdogs and blueberries. The fact that the organic hotdog package I sent with them to the camp out wasn’t even opened probably means they ate frankendogs at the camp out. Fantastic.
Now that I spent almost 500 words complaining about my Mother’s Day, let me say that even though it wasn’t picture perfect, I’m well aware of how blessed I am. I have a great husband and two healthy kids and I know there are much worse things I could be dealing with than doing laundry and eating hotdogs on Mother’s Day. But this is Coffee Talk and we’re friends, so I can vent, right? Mother’s Day for me was not the idealistic Facebook post I saw over and over on my feed that evening. Ugh.
On Comfort Zones
Do you ever step out of your comfort zone? My comfort zone is not in new places with a lot of new people I need to meet and talk to and think of clever things to say. My writing skills are much stronger than my chatting skills. Next week, I’m stepping way out of my comfort zone! I’m going to Salt Lake City for a blogging conference, the Everything Food Conference. This is my very first blogging conference, despite blogging for 6 years now. I’m nervous, but also very excited. I’m hoping to learn a lot and make some great connections.
Since We’re Talking Blogging Stuff…
You’ll noticed some changes around here soon. First, I’m in the process of a blog redesign! I’ve had this design for a long time, so I could not be more excited for a fresh, new look. Also, and this might not make much sense to non-bloggers and non-website people, but I’m in the process of switching hosts. I’ve been with the same host since I started blogging and I outgrew them long ago. At this point I can barely operate my blog behind the scenes because it’s sooooo slow. I know my site speed is terrible as well, and now you know why. I’m hoping this change will help it dramatically. It better since I’m paying 5X the amount I was paying for my old host. Ouch.
Things that Keep me up at Night
The weight of parenting choices can be suffocating. In my first Coffee Talk, I told you about Meghan and the ups and downs we’d been having. Some days I feel like I just don’t know her. She says things that don’t fit her personality and seems to be changing at a pace I can’t keep up with. One minute she’s her sweet, normal self, and the next minute it’s like she’s been taken over by some other girl who’s much meaner than my child. That can’t be my child. I came across this article about equilibrium and disequilibrium and it helped me understand a little better what she’s going through. Here’s what it had to say about 7 year olds:
Disequilibrium sets in again around age seven. From here the cycles begin to last almost a full year. Seven year olds tend to be very moody, melancholy, fearful, and critical. They worry that others do not like them and they may cry easily. They tend to be self-critical of and dissatisfied with life in general.
Well, that explains a lot. I wonder if I learned about this in my child development classes in college? I would have paid attention more if I realized then how much I’d need that knowledge as a parent. I’m trying to give Meghan some grace, while still guiding her in how to act appropriately. It’s such a balancing act!
What’s up with you this week? Did you have a good Mother’s Day? Any parenting tidbits to share?
Kathy says
Love your honesty with your coffee talk. My Mother’s day was nice but also included laundry :). I also do not like to be pampered (too much). This was probably one of the most balanced Mother’s day I have had. On Saturday I ran the Indianapolis Mini Marathon and my family was there cheering me on with posters. Just seeing them in the crowd made my day and was probably the best gift they could have given me. But the icing on the cake was that both my girls (ages 19 & 17) said they were so inspired that they wanted to start running and do a 5K then my youngest a day later said she might like to try the half marathon. They already have the Couch to 5K schedule and have already hit the pavement. Really proud of them. I hope to run a 5K with them by late summer perhaps.
Have a great day and I look forward to your blog upgrades. Also excited for you to attend your blogging conference!!!
Maryea says
Oh that’s awesome!! That would have made my day as well. Maybe next year I’ll find a race to run. 🙂
Kate says
My Mother’s Day was nice – but nothing fancy. No being put on a pedestal. I made dinner. And did the laundry. Frankly that’s fine with me. My son is 16 months old, what is he supposed to do on Mother’s Day anyway? I enjoyed family time and did some chores. But when I opened my instagram feed in the evening, I couldn’t help but get some of the ugh feeling you’re talking about – just a little, but it was there…
I guess my point is, thanks for being honest! 🙂
Maryea says
Social media can be a blessing and a curse sometimes. Mine would have been much more fine if the kids weren’t grumpy and fighting. That’s what bothered me the most. 🙁
Heather says
Love your “coffee talks!” Can’t wait to hear about the blogging conference! I am THIS CLOSE to starting a blog but it feels too overwhelming but I just feel like I have alot to say and to share…we’ll see!
Maryea says
It’s overwhelming and exciting and fun at the same time. I have two friends who recently started blogs and it’s so fun for me to watch them at the beginning stages. I think you should do it!
Christine says
My expectations for Mother’s Day are pretty low, so I suppose my husband lived up to those lol. The sun finally shown in our neck of the woods at least. I think my biggest parenting drama right now is my 4 year old’s screen time. Its hard to convince him that playing with toys is more fun than watching Octonauts. He spends 1-2 hours a day being allowed to watch something, but spends another few hours bugging me about watching something…
Maryea says
I’m going through the same thing with Luke! He wants screen time all the time! I’m ready to ban it all together because I can’t stand the constant asking for it. UGH.
Michele says
My Mother’s Day went just as well as yours did! There’s a park across from my house where a marathon was being held. They decided to test their speaker systems and blast music at 5:30am, despite the race starting at 7:00 – so I’m up at 5:30. We then went to my sister’s (45 minutes away) to have brunch with my sister’s family and my mother. (That part was nice.) We then went to watch my nephew play soccer. That’s when it all fell apart because my 3 1/2 year old son, who sometimes needs a nap and sometimes doesn’t, apparently needed a nap that day. I didn’t even recognize him as he started acting up and hysterically crying (not sure why) and we had to leave. Had the longest, worst ride home until my son finally fell asleep ten minutes from home, which threw off any chance of him going to bed at a reasonable hour and him not acting right the rest of the day. My husband said something to me about making dinner and I said “on Mother’s Day?!” so he ended up doing it. Anyway, like you said, I’m so lucky to have what I have but it could’ve been better…
I have to say this line “they ate frankendogs at the camp out. Fantastic” had me laughing! Same exact thing I’d be thinking!
Maryea says
Oh man! The music at 5:30 am would have made me livid. At least let me sleep in a bit!